From Heaven To Hell...

And Back In Just One Day.
and back a wee bit again?

This is what I went through today, kinda.

My Mum wanted to come over tomorrow - with a very (belated and very) special Birthday-Pressie. She sounded so full of power when she told me (Heaven!), yes, she has to fetch it from Goslar and no, she is not afraid of driving anymore and yes, she will manage Braunschweig ok as well.

When has she been here last time? Years ago.



This week I had a ... challenge. I don´t go into detail here. It was exhausting emotionally and I looked the more so forward to Sat!

I had a relevant question to my Bro yesterday, got no answer.

This morning I had it. Sent yesterday to my work account. He went quite into detail, helpingly.
And then...

Little Hell Part I: Our Mum has had a lumbago. At first she didn´t know what the pain was, refused to see a doc - balky she is - her Mum suffered of Alzheimer, who knows.... Sunday, the emergency doctor had to come. (Lots of work on my Bro´s side).
Again I actually don´t wanna go too much into detail. Our Mum suffers of Depression for several reasons and it also shows in the way her apartment looks like.
It´s a small town and rumors as well as truths tend to spread quickly, Bro is a Businessman, a bad combination.
He revealed in that E-Mail, too, he was very embarassed, felt guilty and all. (Guess how I feel!)

Nothing has happened concerning the planned move of our Mum. In the contrary.

I E-Mailed back, no answer. Said, he can call me. Nothing.

Back home... I had an E-Mail from my Bro. Subject:

"all-clear"

Doc had said there may be metastases (if you don´t know our Mum was in surgery due to Cancer late last year. We lost our Dad to Cancer already)

Bro didn´t want to tell me until they are sure. I was not to worry. Is no Cancer

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Back to Heaven!

But... is this right? Those two fear Cancer and let me live my life "happily" ever after and the truth is so different?
On one hand I am glad. I´d eaten myself up (German saying?) - but... didn´t they do, too?
What do you think?

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We´re back to our freezing Hell, though:



NOOOO. I´ve had ENOUGH snow for my entire life! It´s March already! Oh I hope it melts away tomorrow! Pic is taken from the bedroom - with the streetlight you should see the flakes coming down - they still do :-(

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Gosh. Do you have days like these, too?

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P.S. To top it all the Person-Healthy-As-A-Horse, aka myself, has a cold. Gah!