So Sore

It hurts between throat and heart. Always thought it´be the heart itself.
neighbours on top (14-y-o-boy) is stomping again like crazy - he does, at least. FF two weeks and see what´"we"re at? I wanna run,run aand just run.
Summer is here, warmth is here, flowers and all. And I can no more (self-pity, don´t even say a word).

Am I glad I have no kid, I´d misuse the poor fella for being sad.

These are times I have a friend. So.Not.

I would never be that way!!!! I´m always there, always!!! You can ##it on me and I´ll still be there. Hurts, bad. That´s my life.
I love him more than my life.
And it´s not enough.