Finally

Ingo felt a little better today! Yay! Time didn´t crawl endlessly and we chatted! We did!

Yesterday one of his bed neighbors needed some privacy so we went out. I would have walked out alone but Ingo wanted to join me.
It´s just a few meters to the lounge. But Ingo was breathless. Didn´t look at me. Today he told me he got tunnel vision from getting up.

But today was better, really, I am so glad.

His brother, Martin, e-mailed. He had talked to the doctor yet again. The pancreas still functions, will produce hormones and enzymes in the future, too. I am so glad.

He wants to come for a visit, I guess tomorrow. Maybe we meet in hospital. Will be odd somehow. I really thought he was very selfish (well, he WAS!!!). It is clear to me he does not like to write. He didn´t have my phone number so he e-mailed me nonetheless to keep me up to date with the news from the doc here - not selfish at all! - And he has my phone number now since he asked for it.

Bad news he got as well. Last time I talked to the Grandmother she had a cold. She is in hospital now - pneumonia. Martin took care.

Bad news II: Ingo´s car´s electronic was dead when I had a look at it. I can see the car from the bedroom window but it´s always better to have a closer look. It was in inspection last month only! But the guy from the garage told me it might be the cold temperatures.
Luckily my new colleague has a jumper cable and I hope we gonna manage to get the car running again without further help. Boy. If it comes it comes all at once!

I am used to being alone again. Just like all the years we saw each other only on the weekends.



Went to the gym today... ahhh, so few people, it was great!
I don´t go inbetween the week at the moment. When I come back from hospital, it´s too late. It´s so darn full of people, it´s no fun.
Hopefully my muscles aren´t too sore tomorrow - I bet on Sundays it´s even emptier!

Nothing on TV tonight. Well. Despite the awful voice, I´ll watch Jag, I guess. I could go in German. But. It´s a challenge, really! Not too easy to understand for me in the original. And well. He looks cute.

So, just to keep you updated - I guess we´re on the way back to normal. Slowly, but we go!

And on Thursday, if everything stays as planned, I will see my brother, yay. More yay, I´ll get my last birthday-present! Na. Not "more" yay, also yay! :-)

DARN IT. Fergie - "Finally". I have it in my ear now. Argh! Do native people have the same problem or are those just normal words for ya? HMPHGH...
And no... I didn´t chose the piano-pic due to music. I put "happy" in the search engine of stock.xchng!