Friday, March 03, 2017

(No|Too Much) Work Destroys Life



(Ha-Ha, I know) I have the feeling I wear a mask since quite a while now.
I´m a real person, life is not always daisys and stuff...

Nice, btw how peeps today try to preserve the old and bring the new times in, too, no, in those old half-timbered houses?

Times are tough over here, work-wise.
Ingo gives 250% till (some day coming) heart attack... and I have nothing to do.
I read. I learn. I´m 100% unproductive.
It´s so frustrating.

Transition: Done.
"Friend" of 15 years, now in higher position at VW dropped the external(and real)-me.
Smiling at me...



I´m simply too dumb to understand. Maybe it was a fake-friendship to an external... for what???
I´m so deeply hurt.



Ingo and I got into a fight over the (to me very, very messy and annoying) kitchen-table (since ages) and doors are shut.
I wanna run away.
To the ocean.

Technology-wise Ingo did a very great job, but...

Weekend. Don´t bother anyone. Or drive to the ocean and hope for a room - stupid.

It´s not all candy here.

I know others are off worse (teamleader), but the luxury-me is at the end now, too.

Family... a differnt story, I´m not involved.
"Self pity"... but our life is limited and no one here seems to get it.

No one cares.
(I miss my Mummy.)

6 comments:

peppylady (Dora) said...

Work I don't want to talk about...If you fine the time stop in for a cup of coffee.
Found your blog Perth Daily photo..
Coffee is on

PerthDailyPhoto said...

Oh no Iris, what's been going on since I was here last time? Is it definite that you don't have a job? Why are you and Ingo fighting? I know how it is when you feel so bad you just want a hug from mum 😑 Tell me what's going on xx

Iris Flavia said...

Sorry, Dora, you met me on such a bad day - all good again.

Grace, I do have a job, but no project. It´s very, very frustrating and hence Ingo and I got into a fight - all good again. Thanks for being there xx

Sami said...

Sorry not been around much, hardly have the time to go on the computer with the family here. Hope things are back to normal with Ingo.

Devilish Angel said...

Have a relaxing weekend Iris...

Iris Flavia said...

Sami all good again - thanks for taking the time to stop by - enjoy time with your family, it´s precious!

Devilish Angel thank you I/we do :-)