If....

I found this following video on Thursday night, "Freddie Mercury / Pavarotti / Queen: Too Much Love Will Kill You" and I immediately thought, MY!!!....

I could have brought my father to "modern" music with that! He was a fan of Pavarotti.

Then it made FLASH!!!!

OMG!!!

I forgot my fathers day of death!!

HOW COULD I??!! (aghast)

Has it come true, time heals the wounds?! (relieved/wondering)

No! It was the 16th! Not the 19th!

But now I wonder... I am SO due for a holiday, I feel it.
Would I have forgotten my father´s day of death? (I wear the date in my ring every day, more or less!) Or would it have struck me today? It´s no working day!

Does it mean time heals wounds after all?
All the years I was feeling sick DAYS before the 19th! Sad. Hurt. Angry!

Now... I´m not sure.

But I find it ... I have no words for it.
Here is the video and I dedicate it to my father (and I feel pain, feel mad, feel angry yet again):



"... only the good die young"