Listen To Your Heart, No?

Sometimes I´m fed up.
With myself.
Cause I don´t listen to myself, to my heart no more.

Europe, that´s what we got, right?
Since ages I got size 38 in shoes, but lately it varies, can be 39 as well.

I ordered "good" winter slippers online.
Before doing so I told them about my size-problem, measured my feet and got the answer: 38.

Yah.
In summer-socks!!!

Hello.
It´s winter-time!
With Ingo´s late Grandma´s winter-socks (like everybody else, winter-socks!).

So.
I sent them back, now waiting for the very cute, warm, cozy slippers in size 39 to arrive.
At least for free.
But argh.

(Did you notice? The "woman-deer" is wearing a "real" pearl necklace!)

I need to re-learn to listen to my heart, no?

How about you, is it just me? Does this come along with getting old, loosing my faith?
I´d expected the opposite!!!!