Saturday, August 21, 2021

Freddie´s "K" & Kitchen Is Taken By A SharK


He´s a friendly shark of course 🦈💙

Freddie... (from the book Freddie Mercury A to Z).
 


  
I never ever knew. The Royals sometimes are kinda cool, huh.

Henry 🦁


At least those who have a summer...
 
Invited Bro & family for ferris wheel and Co.
Too much trouble for them.
Sad. Killed my heart, that´s the letter "K" for me.
Some sort of Killer Queen...

I listen to Ingo and let it go.
Will call the Nieces and that´s about that.
Maybe one day my Bro understands what it means to live with a chronically sick partner and that 60 km one way by car in two years might be manageable.
(It´s certainly the easiest for me with public transportS and mask on and which takes forever.)
I am so hurt.
Sorry. This is a real person "talking".
And life sometimes takes a shitty turn.

On to the phone to congratulate the Birthday girl, not her fault her Dad and I don´t talk.




10 comments:

William Kendall said...

Good that you can acknowledge your niece in some manner.

I will never speak to either of my sisters again.

Tom said...

...my best to you and Ingo everyday.

Iris Flavia said...

Thank you both. It´s bad times, also with Ingo now cause he cannot understand my pain. Sometimes I want to simply give up.

CJ Kennedy said...

So sorry, Iris. Himself also has health issues that make things difficult. Some things that I enjoy, he can't participate so sadly I let them go and I don't say anything to him. I know he would feel bad if he knew how I felt. As to others, they don't see the day to day struggles. To them Himself doesn't look bad or not any worse than he was. Too bad about your brother, but don't give up on him. Keep making the calls or sending cards. 🤗

CJ Kennedy said...

Oh, and I love your sharkie pot minder

Iris Flavia said...

CJ, I called. Answering machine. No call back.
Reckon that´s life.
Bro once cut me out of his life for a whole year cause I (in the end rightfully - big Sis, huh) went at his then girlfriend who was but after the house and shop but not him.

Have a parcel ready for Lille Niece´s for first day at school, but that´s it.

He kicked me verbally so darn bad.

Sorry you have to go through the same with your Hubby.
People do not understand...

Jeanie said...

I understand, Iris. Ingo is right in some ways but letting go of something that hurts is not as easy as it sounds. Seending hugs to you.

River said...

60km one way is not very far at all, perhaps there are other reasons he doesn't want to make the journey. Perhaps he had a birthday outing already planned and didn't want to change that.

DVArtist said...

Make sure you keep that bond with your Niece. Big hugs my friend.

Iris Flavia said...

Jeanie, thank you. It´s not easy indeed.
It´s up to him now.
And I need a break...

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River, no. He takes days off any time. He proudly tells me so often, and since I have no job he can come here with the kids any day.
That is why it hurts even more...

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Thank you, Nicole, wish we could meet for real - a virtual hug back only....