Sunday, May 24, 2020

Try Again... Not



Aren´t they cute?



Spot the feather? I try to be like one. Neighbours don´t. They stomp on my head.
Tried to ask Hubby if they do to him, too.
Door is closed now.

Mild depression grows.

Yes, 02: something a.m. again.
Woke up with a racing heart. Again.
By myself, long weekend, too...

Henry says:



We do :-(
And I am so stressed out, I would need someone at my side.
But reckon the job will not happen anyways. Why be there for me. I´m a looser.

Addendum: In Germany, and with "Corinna" now, too,it can take weeks and weeks till you hear about your job offer.
It´s me being without a partner, which hurts me badly. I refuse medication.
I did try and nearly lost it...

13 comments:

My name is Erika. said...

So sorry to read about the job Iris. Be strong. Remember, each bad step is meant to make you tougher, and I know you are a strong women.

Tom said...

...Iris, this is sad news. All that I can say is that I will be thinking of you. Someday in the future will be better, hold in there!

peppylady (Dora) said...

So sorry. In time things will be looking up. We all have to face unpleasant in life.

River said...

Do you know for sure the job is not yours yet? They may still be deciding. Don't give up.

kathyinozarks said...

sending along a big cyber hug

William Kendall said...

I had the same thought as River.

Iris Flavia said...

To all of you: Thank you!

It can take weeks till I hear about the job. It´s the partner who is not there.

Valerie-Jael said...

Tut mir leid dass du wieder so niedergeschlagen bist. Hoffe dass morgen besser wird. GlG, Valerie

gigi-hawaii said...

I hope things work out for you. Sorry your husband is not around to help you. Aloha from Hawaii.

Iris Flavia said...

Thank you both!

Bleubeard and Elizabeth said...

Iris, if you think like a winner, you will be a winner. If you think like a loser, you won't win and you won't be happy. People who love you will eventually get tired of hearing what a loser you are and tune you out. Be a winner, dear friend. I'm asking you because I know you can be.

Iris Flavia said...

Thank you, Elizabeth, I´ll try!!

Jeanie said...

Don't get discouraged by the job, Iris. You know it will take time and you also know they are interested and both those things re important to hold in mind.

That you have to do this alone, I am so sorry. I hope things turn themselves around soon.