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Easygoing, happy-go-lucky adj., jauntily adv., lighthearted, also: light-hearted BE adj., unburdened adj. or untroubled adj.

I have not really been like that for way too long.

I sometimes think I cannot go on, Mum, but she sure is gone, too.

Since 2008 I have to fear about Ingo´s health, I have to be strong and at times like right now I can no more.

There is screaming (from his side), out of fear of dying. And no, I am not exaggerating.

Sometimes... I´d like to run away from it all.
I ... I... me, me, me..

But, yes. I have accompanied both my parents to it.
Please...

At times I do not have the mental strength anymore.

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Publish? It´s my diary, so...
(My) life is not happy 24/7.
Perth, we are coming over, but, weee... is it a smart idea right now (we booked May 2014)...