So I´ll go to the Mummemile by myself soon.
Attention: This is MY diary. If you don´t care just click over to another blogger but it has to get out and who has a hand-written diary these days, I don´t.
Life is unfair.
I don´t even dare to call my Bro... or anyone else.
I have FINALLY the BEST (if EXHAUSTING and difficult job) - I am worn out and Ingo had a whole week off... he could´ve made it a FUN day.
I go by myself.
The smallest things I ask that are easy for him, he flips. Yells at me. LOUD.
I want to give him my job... I would not yell... (he would not get it, but I would not yell).
The pressure having it ALL done by December 1st or we all maybe lose the job.
We all just have a slice of bread or such working on, trying to make up.
We work non-stop, why?
Because at first we thought Barcelona will work with us - they didn´t.
I mentioned WALL-E before. Now we need hundreds of them.
I am in panic-mode, I don´t wanna lose the job, a fun day off with Ingo would´ve been great.
He could not care less.
"In good times and in bad", we promised each other in Joondaloop, when we married.
I got the bad.
All the help with hospitals, doctors etc, etc when he fell sick again ... forgotten.
Off to see what they offer at Mummemile. Hopefully I meet no one I know, I would cry.
Do you have these bad times, too?
I was looking forward to this event so long...
Henry does not want to show up. He is with me, at least one is...
I know blogging is about the positive.
But don´t we all have downs, too.
I am down 90%.
And yet.
I will get warm clothes and take off.
I cannot give up on life, can I.
Two posts was not planned today, really. I hoped for happy times...


8 comments:
...Iris, have a fabulous day!
I did! I can do this! Post to come.
I am so sorry that things are bad for you today. They usually all clear up at some point and things can settle down. Sometimes we go up & down all in one day. I'm glad you went and hopefully had fun.
I did have fun. It was a good day after all, thank you for being here. More tomorrow...
The Mummemile is a food tasting event? Sounds like great fun. Too bad Ingo will miss it, but you can have the fun on your own and tell him about it later when his mood is better.
Everyone has "down" days, I've had plenty myself just lately.
Yes we all go through bad days sometimes-hugs Looks like your job comes with allot of stress too-which makes things more difficult.
thinking of you-hugs from the lake
River. it was very interesting and I will go again today! It was too much with all the people.
Ingo can go next year - if the event will be held. He does not understand how precious time is...
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Kathy, yes. He does not understand how much pressure there now is in my job and for some reason he flips at the smallest things. I gave up, but thank you for your comment! Hugs to you and the lake!
We all have tough times when we're not understood or are disappointed and let down. I'm sorry Ingo didn't go -- it looked like he missed out on a lot of fun. But sometimes fun by yourself is almost as good (OK, sometimes better) if the person really doesn't want to be there. But it's still disappointing.
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